The Mystery of Our Existence

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I'll be a hundred and ten in the not too distant future, the old ship's got a few blotches, but she's still on course!

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

... genes ...

I think we are born into this world to carry forward the information in our genes. In a process of evolution.
Anything else doesn't make sense.
Why do animals live, except for carrying forward their gene pool?


(c)

Monday, August 29, 2011

... end of way ...

Somewhen the way will come to its end, but we move on and fall down the cliff. I don't think we're going to fall hard. Water or soft grass will dampen our fall.
So that we can swim in the water of birth to our next path.

But I'm still on this path, a few hundred meters, maybe even e few more kilometres to go.

Why not change the way of walking, the clothing, the guide book on this remaining stretch.
I feel there is a wonderful guide book lying somewhere in the brush, I haven't found it yet. I so yearn to know what it has to suggest, to make the last kilometre of my path a reward for the hardships I had to go through, almost forgotten, hidden, but still buried in the depths of the path.

It's hot and arid, and I need to drink some water.


(c)

... sharing thoughts ...

We're meant to share our thoughts. That's why twitter, flickr and also this blog came into existence.
Although they're commercial, they have a very important social mission.


(c)

Saturday, August 27, 2011

...attractivity...

Attractivity is key ingredient, sorry. Required by nature. As simple as that.

Thursday, August 25, 2011

...happiness...

Once your life has become settled in an environment you feel balanced.
In any environment.


(c)


Wednesday, August 24, 2011

...to be close...

Nature dictates and requires that there's a certain level of beauty in both partners to let mating take place.
Also, there has to be a "good fragrance" which surrounds the individuals that want to be close. We also could say that "the chemistry between the two" has to be right.

Many if not most people don't know about the existence of this basic law of nature, or they ignore it.
This causes a lot of suffering.


(c)

Monday, August 22, 2011

...circumstances...


I'm used to the environment which I live in: doing the daily chores. Studying languages, reading books, travelling. It's beyond imagination that I would want to leave this familiar environment.

And still, I'm pretty convinced that I might change habits, and change the environment should it come to a change of the relation to a be-loved partner.
For love is a huge ruler, and love makes you do things that had been impossible to imagine you'd ever do.
A new environment would develop, and life would probably be just as happy as it had been before the change in the partnership.

Why change a partnership? For several reasons: loss of mutual understanding, getting to know a partner who understands you better and leads to more devotion. Also, partners could pass away when you get older.


(c)


...Illusion...

Illusion
When you look around you see only the most beautiful people.
That's just an illusion!
When you get to know a certain person, you get what she is, with all faults. The number of persons with faults by far exceeds the number of those who are perfect.
Only once in a lifetime a perfectly matching couple will meet and start a life of mutual pleasure and fulfilment.
And only as a reward for the atrocities (war, rape, murder) which they had to undergo in both their previous lives.


(c)


...distance...


Separation over a distance is a Sharp Sword. But traveling has to be.
And interesting aspects can be taken into consideration to comfort the pain-stricken soul:
In my case: the distance of 3000 Kms between my friend and me is a large number.
Yet I must not think in figures of distance.
Mileage is one aspect of connecting to a far-away person, time is another.
In a timely scale, the separation can be expressed in four hours, as long as a jet flight will take me to her.
And thoughts know neither time nor distance.
Thoughts can make immediate connection of our souls.
Also we have heavenly bodies like the moon which can be seen from both places at the same time, like a meeting point.

Even so, the soul feels a lot of pain, because there isn't going to be any physical contact for a while. No hugging, no laughter, no wordless understanding. No togetherness, no being close.

The plight of our lives.

(c)


Friday, August 19, 2011

... Vatikan ...

Instead of starting social endeavours like twitter or Facebook and giving some comfort to fellow humans, clerical institutions are secluded behind thick walls.


(c)

... trust ...

trust
trust rhymed with
christiane
frauke.
cecil, too?
still rhymes with
uschi, for sure
and kitty, so robust that the wildest horses stopped dead.
also with monika?
?
what's to come?

Thursday, August 18, 2011

... the source of life ...

Women are the centre, the source of life, and should therefore be courted and supported by us men.

I've been talking about the role of women and men previously and I said that I saw them as partners with the same rights.

I've now come to think that women are in fact a bit "worth more", because of all the tasks and duties which they got to fulfill, be it childbirth, loving and raising a kid.



If not (a) God created life, women create life all the time!!



Suppressing a woman is a serious neglection of responsibility.





(c)



... beginning/end ...

Perhaps it is our task here on earth to struggle and bring forward the information which is carried in our genes and which will eventually evolve to a result of some unknown kind.
But why? What for? Why should there be a beginning of a minor quality which would elvolve into something superior?
Will that goal, once it has been achieved, last forever? Or will everything collapse and start anew?


(c)

... the shadow of a clown ...

There they walked along, ahead of me: my own shadow, and by my right side the smaller lively shadow of a clown. Gay, loveable clown, swaying.
Ten minutes of happiness.
Ten minutes of what could be, should be, will be.
Some day.
Either here, or beyond.
Providence does make promises!


A perfect image of my desire for happiness, and understanding.

The shadow of the clown that I love.


(c)
...¡Disfruta de tu vida!

Monday, August 15, 2011

... slaves too ...

We're slaves of existence (slaves of being).
So what is our role not only in the cosmos, but within the essence of existence, within the unknown force which comprises and controls "everything"?
Are we ment to be good for something?
Are we "just there" - do we merely exist?
Are we being taken good care of?
Is it imagineable that we serve a "bad" purpose?
What, after all and intrinsically, is "purpose"??

The number of question marks never diminishes.
On the contrary, it's ever increasing the more we find out about things, like a hydra.
I, for my person, have long since dismissed the "first generation of humankind" explanations like the first chapter in the Bible.
And still, it's amazing how many of the old tales still make sense. Do we have a God Gene in us (not of the God which is element of the bible). Is the assumption of the Dark Energy bringing us closer to an understanding?
Can we even comprise the whole thing with our limited human sensors and human computers (our brains), which evolved from the special environment here on earth, and help explain why and how things work on earth, but are useless to explain the whole huge cosmos, of which some 95 % might be beyond our reach (invisible and imperceptible)?
???

(c)
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