... thanks, Ray ...

Ray´s been one of my most valued online friends, and he thinks of me every now and then, which fills me with joy.
Thank you Ray, I´ve often thought: that you might be a wonderful father.

I don´t have a comments section, Ray, because I want my thoughts shared, but not discussed, because in that case I´d no longer be myself, but an individuum under influence from the outside, (which we still are, anyway).

... why ...

I understand a great deal, yes.
But as it looks, I'll never get an answer to the "Why?".

As long as I get a caressing bandage, it's ok though. I'm not asking for more.
I'm asking for the touch of life's caressing hand.

... Parents ...

As many of my (flickr) online friends know, my parents have lived separately in their own families virtually since I was born 60 years ago, and they haven't talked ever since (!!).
My friends also might recall my deepest wish which I had for my birthday in July when I turned sixty: that my parents would meet after all this time, somewhere halfway of a distance of more than 400 Kms which separates them from each other, and also me from my mom (400 km) and my dad (120 km).
I kept my wish completely by myself, but I went to a church (no specific religion at all) and expressed my wish through my mind as strongly as I could.

Believe it or not, only 3 weeks ago my mom told me that my dad had given her a ring these days. And today, again, when I spoke to her over the phone she said she would give my dad a call later in the day.
This is so great because it finally gives me the feeling of certainty to belong to a real family.

And also, the fact that they now talk, a thing that had seemed just impossible just a few weeks ago, makes me believe even more in some sort of spirituality which we cannot grasp completely with our restricted knowledge, but which exists nontheless.


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... happiness ...

I don't believe we can be constantly happy.
Rather we are meant to get just pieces of happiness, distributed to us over time, just as we´re getting our shares of sadness.

That's the way of life. We're meant to be here to struggle, were not in "paradise".


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... Reiki ...

It's good to let go under guidance from outside. To lay a part of my life open and let it flow out.
It's like a creek accompanying me along my path for a while.

Thank you masteress D.


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