On Staring:

Went shopping yesterday. I saw a young girl (a most beautiful one), and I stared, well not really - rather: I had a more intensive look unavoidably. Strange: had I tried to forcibly look into a different direction, this would have been just as laughable, in my opinion. What does that girl feel, when everyone looks at her - and also: deliberately/so obviously trying NOT TO STARE at her????
What a very weird situation! What is Normalty? Can we handle normalty? How can the Normal and the Unnormal communicate, in any other ways than staring or forcibly not staring??
This really confuses me. Each time I come into such a stare/not stare situation.
"Stare" might not be the right term, though, it's too tough. "Look" is better, but just as charged.
And to me it makes no sense to ask the person in question what she thinks that she'd like best.

A lot to think about. And perhaps no solution. Not yet. Maybe, not before a million years from now......

Just remind me to add a small detail at a later time.